Your love left me and brought me to here.
And I was left to explore life
with fear as my best friend.
I managed to damage my heart with a spear
covered with lust for love, for
your love left me and brought me here.
The fear of being ridiculed was clear.
So I made friends but locked my heart's door
with fear advice as my dear friend.
I laughed with friends but was in fear
of being vulnerable for
your love left me and brought me here -
where I closed off my heart and ear
to all, because, if your love for me could vanish,
then one day, they too would desert me like you did.
So, to the darkness where you deserted me and whispered to my ear
that your love was no more, I lay in peace, with fear as my best friend.
Deserted
